Chelsea Lynn Koch: 11/16/87 - 9/8/05

Hi Chelsea, Happy New Year. I bet New Year in Heaven is great. Even though you and I didn't know each other that well, I love you and I felt as though you loved me too. I put your and Britt's picture in the wall unit - you two look great. Would yo do your Aunt Pam a favor and find your cousin "Suzanne" (I bet you two already hooked up) and tell her I love her. Honey, I know you're doing fine, but will you do me another favor and hang with your sister alot (I know you are) but this is so new to her (Aunt Pam's had a lot of practice) - give her signs or something. I'm at the computer listening to some good music which your sister put on my computer - she's smart like you Chelsea - I still can't believe how last Christmas Uncle Blake and I sent you a gift card and you never got it and it got thrown away by mistake and no one told you. Thank goodness Britt told you. Wish you were here this year but I know you're in a better place than we are. Love you - Uncle Blake loves you lots too!! Love, Aunt Pam P.S. Maybe you and Suzanne could get together and help Aunt Pam out when Uncle Blake acts up (as us girls call it - "south pole") In all seriousness, we love you and feel privileged to have you as a niece .

Don't worry chels, eric got his annual jelly belly's for christmas this morning. Miss you kid.

=rolleyes Merry Cristmas Chachy, I can still remember those silly pajama outfits we'd put you in for x-mas morning with the matching hats, Haa! you'd run around but we couldn't see your legs cause the gown was so long and you and Brittany would eat that Santa's been here stuff up!!!! I was able to get a bunch of writtings about you from the friends at school and they all!! love you so much , your such an incredible spirit , and I'm jealous God's got you in his arms, and your not in mine! I LOVE YOU, In my life Love you more, DaD=cool

How is is that such a young person has effected the lives of so many both young and old. You've inspired so many ppl to live life to the fullest and go for every oppurtunity that is available.. <hr> <i>"May angels lead in you in"</i> Jason

Wow Chelsea. It looks like you have touched the lives of so many and made them all better for it. I only hope that I might live up to your example. Give your sis a pinch in her dreams tonight...she needs to hear from you. I'm very glad I ran across your web site. Happy Holidays. Tony

So this whole holiday thing sucks without you...it's just not the same without you here. I've seen a million things that I could have got you this year. I'm going to go get that turquoise lamp out of storage sometime this week that you got me for Christmas last year because I love that thing. Please come see me in my dreams tonight because I need you now more than ever. I miss you SO much Chels . Happy Holidays and I love you!

What A Week! It seems Like everything is going downhill! I kinda feel like I am starting to make this a journal for me, but ya know... I think you are about the only person who will listen without running your mouth to everyone! I can't wait to be where you are. It will be amazing to be able to live with no worries. I have tried so hard to just be able to tell myself "Hakuna Matata" lately, but I dunno why nothing is right. Seems like everything is downhill lately... This page has really helped me out.. not only having someone to talk to but being able to read about all the things has been uplifting. Miss You Lots... Wish We Could've Gotten Together Before You Left... But I'll See You Later I Know! LuvLuvLuv..... KLuv

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That is so cool, Ash. I wish I would dream about Chels. I hope to every night. I am sure one day I will see her in my dreams and receive some comfort that her spirit is happy somewhere.

Hey Chach, walking back from the office last night I looked up to see a briliant moon throught the bare tree branchs, with the clouds wisping by, and there was one bright star real close to the moon and I just know It was you, my little hiper giant. I just know your in good hands, but what? address do I send your gorilla suit to!=rolleyes Its the morning, its the evening, its the middle of the day, its all the same to me cause I miss YOU anyway! You were my rock, my constant, my solid ground, but now I feel like I'm on a very shaky surface and can't get a grip! Please reach down and help us !!! I'm gonna go out and hugg a tree, and pretend its one of those wonderful big huggs from you, I love you soooo! much, Dad

I miss you Chels

Dear Mr. Koch, My son and daughter-in-law (Eric and Jennifer Wilson) stay at your place whenever they go to Cashiers. Jennifer and I were talking tonight and she told me about your lovely daughter. I just wanted to tell you I am so sorry. I cannot imagine losing one of my children. We are not supposed to out live our children yet it doesn't always work out that way. Why I don't know but I feel that God has her tucked under His wonderful wings and she is safe and much a better place. Even though I know these things I also know it doesn't lessen the pain. Eric and Jennifer speak highly of you and I appreciate your kindness towards them. God Bless You!!!!! Holly