Chelsea Lynn Koch: 11/16/87 - 9/8/05

its nice to come to this site and see the comments and questions, even the comfusion. i think about chelsea every day still. i wish that i had people to talk to here that knew her and know how it feels to have lost her. i also wish that there was a way to have all the questions that still exsist answered. nonetheless i know how fortunate i am to have had chelsea in my life and to have her memory as an eternal piece of my history. big love.

I wore one of your shirts the other night to watch the eclipse on the parkway. I bet you had a better view though...

TO: Leah from Fla. your E-mail does not work, please e me at ericandpattik@AOL.com, so we can talk, Chelsea's DaD, Eric

Does Any One Know Why She Did What She Did??

To: Leah from Florida, Chelsea is a wonderful girl that had deep feelings she kept to herself and eventually took her own life! We keep this website alive in hopes that someone else will open up and seek the help they NEED, and that there are always loved ones that will help!!! Please E-me if you need someone to talk to!! Chelsea's DaD, Eric

what the hell site is this? wat is it 4? did she die? or go to college? wat??

for the countless days filled w her endless smiles n cheers; this aging earth shall never be the same. for remembering the past, to prepare for the future i offer these words, which i have come to realize are more than just words; in the language of my ancestors: PACE PRIMA DI PERFEZIONE!
Peace Before Perfection!
i only have faith that she is truly at peace.
we'll always love you, chelsea.

I hope that we will meet again further down the river.

I remember Chelsea and would love to share those memories of her with her family. She will always be in my heart and the hearts of her 3 little friends. Katharine, Jennifer and Christina.
We love you Chelsea

I have been thinking about you so much lately. there isn't a day that goes by that i don't say a prayer for you... but about two weeks ago i flew up to see my brother in D.C. the last time i was on a plane was with you coming home from Denmark. man i have sooo many memories with you from that trip. but i think the plane ride was the best memory i have. we had the red eye flight so everyone around us was asleep and the whole plane was so dim, we were the only ones that stayed awake and whispered all the way home, about the things we saw, did, wished we did, and already started planning our next trip there.

i miss you so much chelsea, there is forever a hole in my heart.
i just recently had a friend from school take his own life right before exams. i lost it chuck. the pain i have from not having you here is something i could never wish on a worst enemy, but to go through this pain twice is unbearable. i had to be the one to give comfort to all my grieving friends, but i didn't know what to say. the pain doesn't get easier, it doesn't go away, and the day you think you have stopped crying your flooded over with memories again. i miss you girl, and don't ever think that your not in my thoughts. i know it may be selfish but please watch over me, and pray i never have to experience a loss like this again. love you.

"Do you ever look at peoples houses with the lights on in the distance and wonder if they see our headlights and think about us like we're thinking about them?"

Chelsea, no one will ever know the way I feel about losing you! Its the biggest and the worst thing imaginable, I try to act like I'm coping with it but Its all bull_hit!!! You need to come and see me and help me with life, cause I just don't want to deal with all the drama that families perpetuate on a daily basis, I gotta tell you its so much crap!!! you wouldn't believe! I just wish I could see you on this fathers day and get one of your biggg hugs! Inmy life I LOVE you more, Love, DaD